I have a million and one things running through my head – and I keep thinking I need – no, make that NEED to share them with someone. My hubby is not much of a conversationalist – so sharing with him is fruitless. Most of the time he will only half-listen, if at all….and then he never responds (long story – I’ll get back with you!)
My mother – who was my BEST friend – passed away last year. So we don’t talk like we used to.
I don’t have any real friends. Doesn’t that sound awful!? Don’t get me wrong – people like me. As a matter of fact, I am usually the person many people seek out when they need a shoulder to cry on, an ear to hear, advice etc. BUT – I think it is because of that very thing that I don’t have any real friends.
Friendship is like a marriage. It takes commitment from both parties. Unfortunately, I am NOT very good at the commitment part. I mean – I am usually out of energy by the time the work day ends….and therefore, I don’t have anything left for friendship. People at work wear me out. I BARELY have anything left for my family (I know, I know – that is NOT a good thing!).
So, here I am folks. I’ve decided to lay it all out there…..here…..on this blog. Maybe someone will stumble upon it and find an interest in my random thoughts and opinions. Gotta warn you though – I’m not writing something for mass publication in which I have to be careful with my grammar, etc. This is me. Just jotting my thoughts down.
Hoping maybe I can make a friend or two along the way – sorry, it won’t be the “come over for coffee” kind of friendship – as I stated my reasons above – but more of a comment posting maybe emailing kind of friendship! Now THAT I can do!
Gotta run for now – see ya~